矛盾...
一方面不想离你太远..
一方面也不想你因为我而放弃自己的决定...
我想接下来的一年会是非常辛苦的一年..
也不知道会有什么事情发生..
接下来见面的机会应该会更少...
我们会变生疏吗？
我们会因为距离而分开吗？
这一刻我真的想不了那么多～
我的心七上八下
我知道这一刻原来我那么需要你
原来我那么脆弱
完全经不起你离开的那种痛
心痛应该没药医吧...
但是此刻，我们都无法预测未来
希望我们就这样继续下去吧...
直到我毕业～
你在哪里，我就在哪里...
2011年11月8日星期二
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十一月九号 冷天
又是一个繁忙的日子，新的学期又开始了~
不知不觉，已经是呆在UTAR的最后第二个学期~
假如顺利的话~XD
这段日子 经历的事很多~
不过很难一一叙述~
再回来这里~感觉一切都好新~原来我已经很久没有写blog了~
以前的承诺又再次失信了~
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12月7号
最后一次在utar register subjects 了...
是时候说再见了...朋友们都会各奔东西吧？我想是的
今天也是我 第一次把二篇 一起打
距离上次 写blog 好几个月了吧 =="
坐在电脑前回想着 这一个学期的点点滴滴，
是多么的充实~说真的 ，蛮喜欢的~
至少不会胡思乱想~
这个short sem, 从wk1 到 wk5 就好像在赶 火车那样的assignment
只记得一直做一直做~起身就一杯咖啡，然后晚上再一杯咖啡
是不是已经遗传到了我妈的咖啡因啊？哈XD
哦，对了，差点忘了...最近很hot 的话题 <<那些年，我们一起追的女孩>>
从还没有上映，就引起了骨牌效应，fb 90%的人都在讨论
剧情被疯狂转载
“那些年”一族诞生， 那些X ,XXXX 《--- 成为了大家都话题~
想说听大家把他说的那么好，想去戏院看看
谁知，就是没那个机会...结果不久后，在fb 留意到了 那些年的 video clip
就去瞧瞧~看后，觉得虽然是部称得上不错的电影
电影的尺度也蛮大的，难怪马来西亚会评为 三级电影~
不过我想 这是 九把刀的 风格吧~
我发现大家看的不在是 单纯的电影情节，是找回中学那种傻傻的爱
虽然最后大家都长大了~大家都有各自的发展~
虽然结束 是没有在一起，不过 我倒认为是个 happy ending ,
虽然没在一起 ，不过彼此给对面留了一个最美的回忆~
一个特别~一个独特的回忆，我觉得那已经足够了~
人不能天天开心快乐，但是快乐的回忆却能一直留在心中~
不仅如此， 从电影中，我了解到~九把刀 用敢于做自己喜欢的事
不管对或错， 不管值或不值...
又是一个繁忙的日子，新的学期又开始了~
不知不觉，已经是呆在UTAR的最后第二个学期~
假如顺利的话~XD
这段日子 经历的事很多~
不过很难一一叙述~
再回来这里~感觉一切都好新~原来我已经很久没有写blog了~
以前的承诺又再次失信了~
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12月7号
最后一次在utar register subjects 了...
是时候说再见了...朋友们都会各奔东西吧？我想是的
今天也是我 第一次把二篇 一起打
距离上次 写blog 好几个月了吧 =="
坐在电脑前回想着 这一个学期的点点滴滴，
是多么的充实~说真的 ，蛮喜欢的~
至少不会胡思乱想~
这个short sem, 从wk1 到 wk5 就好像在赶 火车那样的assignment
只记得一直做一直做~起身就一杯咖啡，然后晚上再一杯咖啡
是不是已经遗传到了我妈的咖啡因啊？哈XD
哦，对了，差点忘了...最近很hot 的话题 <<那些年，我们一起追的女孩>>
从还没有上映，就引起了骨牌效应，fb 90%的人都在讨论
剧情被疯狂转载
“那些年”一族诞生， 那些X ,XXXX 《--- 成为了大家都话题~
想说听大家把他说的那么好，想去戏院看看
谁知，就是没那个机会...结果不久后，在fb 留意到了 那些年的 video clip
就去瞧瞧~看后，觉得虽然是部称得上不错的电影
电影的尺度也蛮大的，难怪马来西亚会评为 三级电影~
不过我想 这是 九把刀的 风格吧~
我发现大家看的不在是 单纯的电影情节，是找回中学那种傻傻的爱
虽然最后大家都长大了~大家都有各自的发展~
虽然结束 是没有在一起，不过 我倒认为是个 happy ending ,
虽然没在一起 ，不过彼此给对面留了一个最美的回忆~
一个特别~一个独特的回忆，我觉得那已经足够了~
人不能天天开心快乐，但是快乐的回忆却能一直留在心中~
不仅如此， 从电影中，我了解到~九把刀 用敢于做自己喜欢的事
不管对或错， 不管值或不值...
2011年8月17日星期三
Hello Everybody~
It seen like long time i didn't touch on my blog...
haha...honestly not excuse ,because of my lazy worm ...
Shit!! ...go away these stupid lazy worms ....don't come and find me anymore...
Well....today i going to write a longer fully English blog post then before to compensate for what i missed to write for my last few months...
First ,last saturday ..i attained a softskill class named "Business Grammar" It's is wonderful class ,the female lecturer itself is a American style peoples with American slang ......although i felled sleep few of times on class (just few minutes )...but through this i realize that we done a pretty much mistake on our life on english grammar, and those mistake that we normally can't realize.And i felt if you wish to improve you english especially grammar ...then you need to put lot's of effort on it.And one more things i want to mention ...pls don't use or learn Singapore style of english...because you might laughing by the Western peoples or may get into trouble.Hahaha....and i don't want to get into this kind of trouble...so i MUST learn good English!!!!!!!!!!JIa you~
Second, last week....after finish all my assignments and presentations ....i felt like a pre-holiday mood ....do nothing for whole week..i starting to ask my self where is my study mood ? Besides that ,i feel so weird because i'm really be not used to be so free ...and i started to feel worries why i'm so free...and what to do for me?...Haiz..i need to make myself become more busy so that i won't thinking nonsense ...haha
Third ,Yeah...this sem...i spent some my time on practicing the guitar...and getting slowly to reach my target....i know this will be a good begin...although i don't how long can i sustain for this passion ....but a least i won't feel regret because it's one of my dream before...and this will become one my worst memory in my uni life...because beside of study i could still foster another talents...Besides that, gym and jogging will be my short term target ..hehehe...come on ...let's go together~~~
haha...honestly not excuse ,because of my lazy worm ...
Shit!! ...go away these stupid lazy worms ....don't come and find me anymore...
Well....today i going to write a longer fully English blog post then before to compensate for what i missed to write for my last few months...
First ,last saturday ..i attained a softskill class named "Business Grammar" It's is wonderful class ,the female lecturer itself is a American style peoples with American slang ......although i felled sleep few of times on class (just few minutes )...but through this i realize that we done a pretty much mistake on our life on english grammar, and those mistake that we normally can't realize.And i felt if you wish to improve you english especially grammar ...then you need to put lot's of effort on it.And one more things i want to mention ...pls don't use or learn Singapore style of english...because you might laughing by the Western peoples or may get into trouble.Hahaha....and i don't want to get into this kind of trouble...so i MUST learn good English!!!!!!!!!!JIa you~
Second, last week....after finish all my assignments and presentations ....i felt like a pre-holiday mood ....do nothing for whole week..i starting to ask my self where is my study mood ? Besides that ,i feel so weird because i'm really be not used to be so free ...and i started to feel worries why i'm so free...and what to do for me?...Haiz..i need to make myself become more busy so that i won't thinking nonsense ...haha
Third ,Yeah...this sem...i spent some my time on practicing the guitar...and getting slowly to reach my target....i know this will be a good begin...although i don't how long can i sustain for this passion ....but a least i won't feel regret because it's one of my dream before...and this will become one my worst memory in my uni life...because beside of study i could still foster another talents...Besides that, gym and jogging will be my short term target ..hehehe...come on ...let's go together~~~
2011年7月4日星期一
自信
你来冲冲去匆匆~
时而无形，时而相迎
当我每次需要你时，你就和我玩躲猫猫~
你这个不听话得东西~
帮我整的好苦好苦~
为什么你总是对别人投怀送抱~~却对我不闻不见
这难道是我一个过分的要求？
我夜夜回想，有什么办法能把你找出来~回到我的身边
看了看，想了想~我知道我错了~
因为你始终不会出现~就算我以为你曾经来过~曾经在我身边出现过~
不过那只不过是一阵 云烟~却无实体
回想这一切，我仿佛又再次跌入无底深渊~
是什么原因我 真的不知道~
但是 我不会那么容易放弃~就算我知道那一切很难~
我也要一步一步的往上爬~
就算我可能永远也到不了终点~
但至少我不是停在起跑线上~至少我努力过~
虽然跌跌撞撞~但是最少我不是 世界上那唯一一个~
因为我 知道 这世界 还是有比我更 可怜的人~~
加油~不要放弃我自己~
要改变~！
时而无形，时而相迎
当我每次需要你时，你就和我玩躲猫猫~
你这个不听话得东西~
帮我整的好苦好苦~
为什么你总是对别人投怀送抱~~却对我不闻不见
这难道是我一个过分的要求？
我夜夜回想，有什么办法能把你找出来~回到我的身边
看了看，想了想~我知道我错了~
因为你始终不会出现~就算我以为你曾经来过~曾经在我身边出现过~
不过那只不过是一阵 云烟~却无实体
回想这一切，我仿佛又再次跌入无底深渊~
是什么原因我 真的不知道~
但是 我不会那么容易放弃~就算我知道那一切很难~
我也要一步一步的往上爬~
就算我可能永远也到不了终点~
但至少我不是停在起跑线上~至少我努力过~
虽然跌跌撞撞~但是最少我不是 世界上那唯一一个~
因为我 知道 这世界 还是有比我更 可怜的人~~
加油~不要放弃我自己~
要改变~！
2011年6月21日星期二
Busy Time
This is my 4rd sem ~
and now is wk 4 alry~
this is the time everyone put down their playful mood
and focus & busy with alot of assignments
same to me here ,there is around five to six assignment to submit on wk 7 to wk8..
honestly i not worries about the assignments ..
i really scared about my final exam although that is still long time to exam week
but everyday i dreamed and stressed about my bad resulted last sem
i really feel helplessness ...i have nothing to do except work hard for it
but i cant do tat ..i m too lazy ..everyday when i back to hostel ,i can't control myself to open the laptop and surf for fb ..
it wasting my time although i understand but i can't control myself!~
how ? izzit possible i close my fb to stop tis kind of bad habit ...
i really don't know...
i still remember the promises i made last time...dun worry i m carry on with that NOW!
fight ah~~~
there is another questions ,how to become mature ?am i really childish ?
and what mean true love ? A man can betray women but women also can betray man anytime.
how cum the world b'cum like this ...so messy....~
and now is wk 4 alry~
this is the time everyone put down their playful mood
and focus & busy with alot of assignments
same to me here ,there is around five to six assignment to submit on wk 7 to wk8..
honestly i not worries about the assignments ..
i really scared about my final exam although that is still long time to exam week
but everyday i dreamed and stressed about my bad resulted last sem
i really feel helplessness ...i have nothing to do except work hard for it
but i cant do tat ..i m too lazy ..everyday when i back to hostel ,i can't control myself to open the laptop and surf for fb ..
it wasting my time although i understand but i can't control myself!~
how ? izzit possible i close my fb to stop tis kind of bad habit ...
i really don't know...
i still remember the promises i made last time...dun worry i m carry on with that NOW!
fight ah~~~
there is another questions ,how to become mature ?am i really childish ?
and what mean true love ? A man can betray women but women also can betray man anytime.
how cum the world b'cum like this ...so messy....~
2011年6月19日星期日
太难
我必须彻彻底底的去反悔
反悔我所做过的错事！
我希望不会牵累到其他人~
我希望我的厄运不会带给其他人
就让我一个人独自去承受吧
我很后悔为什么没有对你好好地
你是一个那么好的女孩子~
有时候我真的觉得 上天把你放在我身体
像是太眷顾我了
可是是我太坏，我应该好好对你~
就像最初的那样，我必须遵守我的承诺
我必须熬过这艰难又太难的日子！
我们离幸福看是非远也非近
我只知道这最后的1年半 是我们最艰苦难熬的
期间不知会发生多少的意外和争吵
我希望你能健康的活着
我会努力的！！
下一站 一定要到 “幸福”!!
treasure the moment of my life!!!
this is the time
http://youtu.be/Jt4aTMTGZPM
反悔我所做过的错事！
我希望不会牵累到其他人~
我希望我的厄运不会带给其他人
就让我一个人独自去承受吧
我很后悔为什么没有对你好好地
你是一个那么好的女孩子~
有时候我真的觉得 上天把你放在我身体
像是太眷顾我了
可是是我太坏，我应该好好对你~
就像最初的那样，我必须遵守我的承诺
我必须熬过这艰难又太难的日子！
我们离幸福看是非远也非近
我只知道这最后的1年半 是我们最艰苦难熬的
期间不知会发生多少的意外和争吵
我希望你能健康的活着
我会努力的！！
下一站 一定要到 “幸福”!!
treasure the moment of my life!!!
this is the time
http://youtu.be/Jt4aTMTGZPM
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